Almost a year ago, I published a blog post that I can't seem to find to get rid of. I'm ashamed of everything that I wrote in that blog post. I was in a very dark place. Without going into details, I was close to completely turning my back on God. Therefore, I was lashing out at anyone and everything that was concerning God.
I blamed God for my actions. That the reason I acted the way I did was because God didn't love me anymore. Satan had such a big hold on me that it took drastic events for me to realize the path that I was going down.
For those that I may have hurt in the past, I know that saying I'm sorry will not take the hurt away. I wish that it was that simple. I want you to know that I'm truly sorry for all the pain I've caused. I promise you that is not the person that I am.
I've found my way back and I'm far from being the person I use to be before I made the choices that I did. I hope that you will find it in your hearts to forgive me. Each day is a struggle and I'm trying to be Christ like. Unfortunately I fail at times so please know that I'm truly sorry.
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